Tuesday 1 July 2014

hi.

"hi seems easy.
hi is everything.
It is how everything starts."

Dear diary, 

I'm as confused as him. Overthink over unnecessary things are useless and unhealthy. I live with it everyday so I do believe I've a slight side of depression. My eyes can't be controlled. It's like a fcking dam when it's full it just flood like its monsoon. I've no idea why.. Feeling sick of swollen eyes when I wake up, sick of feeling aggressive over little things, sick of keeping in, sick of everyone (but I know I still love them). See? This is my fcking problem. I want and need it to stop before one day I do get depression and die with everything inside of me. Please.

J.