27th of August,

The 4th/5th day I lose her...
Selina Cheng...
One of my close friend in nz i shall say and no i dont hav much friend like any other people but I just need close friend instead of just lots of friends. People often say close/best friend wont live you alone and yet she left just because of the little argument she had with ZZJ/N/N. Well, I cant blame anyone it was me that bring it up and i just karma comes around. In my heart I didnt want to lose this friend in fact I lost her and we never talk like how we used to and never react to people like how we used to. we are never more than stranger. Guess our friendship just ended like that without saying anything special but because of a person who comes along and messes us up.
I will keep it in mind, things should not mess up the one it happen unless you are the one who brought it up. I hav got more than enough now I will just shut and  stay at where I am suppose to be and no comment. friends is jst someone who comes around and leave.

I see the diffrence.

there I was tumblring and I saw this.
Personally, I think it is true... I see the differences between myself and the people around me.

A lesson in psychology.

Try to see all these in real life, and a good example on one of that is your own self.

• When a person laugh too much even on stupid things, that person is sad deep inside.
• When a person sleeps a lot, that person is lonely.
• When a person talk less, or he/she talks fast, that person keeps secrets.
• When a person can’t cry, that person is weak.
• When a person eats in abnormal way, that person is is tension.
• When a person cry on little things, that person is innocent and soft-hearted.
• When a person gets angry on silly things, that person is in love.

Whats the point.

Well. Tuesday n for me is like a day without a friend at the first half. I shall say. Hmm, Here it goes....
Got to school, feeling weird abt her with what she has done n yes it is annoying to see when she is close with her enemy. She can get the Golden Glode Award like really. In a way she acts to every effing ppl arnd me.like ntg has been happening. Acted like ntg has ever happen.  In a way i really think shes a bitch bt somehow shes a good friend. Im not sure which way yo keep. I mean i really dont wanna.lose a best friend like what i have done before..
Regrets happen but forgiveness come before it.

Guess this is the time.

Well, here comes the problem.
Friends, i do have them but best friends are who you cant always see.
o well, things been happening i mean this is not my fault at all.
I shall say it. Natasha was the one who should be responsible with it and I dont think being angry is a bad reaction to this matter. Asking people to my place without asking me, telling them to my place at the middle of the night and not telling me about it. These are craps. I mean is rude to do these shits. never apologies for it and showing me that fck face is not a best friend should react.
having pms is ur fcking excuse. like so you're the only one on earth would hav pms.
i mean like really. this is not how best friends should react.
Well, i forgive you without your apologies and today you showing me those crap fcked up face is not what i can stand. I wasnt born to please you dirty little bitch, please. if tomorrow you're still the same of showing me that fck face n rude manner im gonna treat you the same way as you do.
THE END.

"I'm at a stage where things get messed up just because of the little bullshit."